*sigh

Let me tell you, what is the most annoying thing in my life recently. It is that people interfere my life and  get me in trouble also tell me that I'm selfish of thinking about my own advantage and sacrify others but in fact, they are.

This resign stuff put me in unstable emotions. He told me that I have to  responsible for my job in this year. Hey, you don't need to tell me! I know it's my job. I will finish it so that I can go quietly without others being hurt. Lately, I realize that people with more knowledge, higher social status, higher comprehension of religion doesn't mean that they will be more humane to reflect what kind of people they are.

*fireinmyeyes

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Found a post by my friend this morning in a group and wonder, how can people be so annoying and insensitive just because they have passed the phase out.

by Google search

Don't Know Who Can I Share These Views With

Since I've been so long of the friendship we have.
I also couldn't find anyone like you here. Not even close to.
Then I don't know with whom I can share these views and moreover the feeling of being there.
It tasted different when I was singing without you.
The memory about you can't be replaced even if it's already past for years.

These are the views that reminds me of you, my coldy friend :)
Hope all is well with your life there.

Good Bye is Never Easy

Good bye is never easy, even when you have to face it regularly. Hand shake. A smile in the faces. A hug. Tears. It hurts. Trust me.
*sigh

As Simple As One Two Three

After so many times my sister complaining about her being asked by her friends and colleagues about when she will get married, when back then, she never have anyone asking her that question. While in the different side, I often dealing with the exact same question. Not only from my friends and colleagues who are adult, but also from my students who are kids in fact. Have you ever imagine, we (or I at least) can act of being so annoyed to adult so that they won't ask any further questions, but to kids, can we? The answer is, yes, we can. But in fact, I can't. Because it's not their fault to ask such questions. They just immitate their parents, relatives, and maybe people they don't-know-who asking the similar questions to others who aren't married yet.

Suddenly, this thought came to my mind. The answer of the question is simple. Just like other occasions in life which needs the interfere of faith, like birth, death, etc. being married also has the same answer. If you were asked why you were born on that date. You won't answer nothing but, I don't know. It's just time. Nothing else. We can only tell a story of the process, not why. So, the answer of the question is, I don't know when. It's just a matter of time until I meet the one and we were meant to be together until death do us part and so
on.

Also, this what I learned from this situation. People often think that unmarried person in unfortunate, but actually, based on my life, it's not at all. I enjoy my life and being thankful of it. Some other time, they envy to what happen in our life as a single. I don't have to mention in what situation, though. It's all about destiny. No one can make it sooner or later. So do we.

Let's just play with the sun, sand, and wave while we are on the beach. No need to be afraid when the sun sets. Enjoy the wind blows also.