Sometimes, It's Just Not Enough

The sun shines brightly today, since the very morning when I walked to work. I can't even widely open my eyes. It's too bright. Actually, it wasn't too bright. I just wasn't ready for the usual normal sunshine. I was still expecting sun shines in a cloudy sky. I mean, it's supposed to be still in rainy season, isn't it? I still need extra time to enjoy walking in the rain and memorize things I did when I was a kid. Walking, running, playing in the rain. What a nice moments to remember and always playing around my mind every time rain comes. For some people, rain speaks about romantic, sad memories in the same time. For me, rain speaks about LIFE! 

I wasn't ready to face that rainy season is over today. No! It has to be still in rainy time. It's still December. December has to be wet of rain. Never miss rain until this year which is poor of rain.

Something whispered in my ear that I'm not ready to let rain go, because I haven't spent my time for enough walking, running, or playing in the rain. Not enough for being wet and drown in the memories of rain.

Therefore, sometimes we are not ready to let some people go on their own life, because we haven't feel it's enough to spend precious time or emotion with them. When that happen, the only thing we can do is letting go. Just let go and we'll feel the best freedom. Seriously. I did.